I hate cod black ops?

I absolutely despise call of duty black ops. yet i have 3 days played so far and i turn it on everyday. im pretty good at it but if for some reason i dont go like positive 30 i will rage, throw my controller and shut off my xbox, only to turn it back on 5 minutes later. idk why i do this.. i did it in mw2 if i didnt get a nuke or if i would die 1 from harriers or chopper gunner. i honestly say the phrase 'i hate this game' at least 10 times every game. wtfffff anyone else hate it like i do?